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His supplication before the Battle of Jamal
In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful
O Allah! I praise You as only You are worth the praise, as You have
obliged me so much that all my attention is only to You. Accept my
thanks as Your pardon is the best and Your test is since a long time, still
the thankfulness is a protection of my share of bounties, and not for
reforming myself. O Allah! You have obliged me by granting insight of
Your religion and recognition of Yourself and have granted Your
complete protection in my affairs. Have mercy on me and avert the
difficulties from me. Keep away Your fearful judgments from me. I don't
remember anything except Your obligation; I have not seen anything
except Your grace. O Allah! So many of the difficulties have been
warded off from me by You and was turned towards my enemies and
they were involved in it. And so many of the bounties which were with
my enemies, which You turned away from them and bestowed upon me.
And I am also not aware of all Your obligations on me. O Allah! You are
the one Who hears my prayers at the time of restlessness, You are the
one Who watches me at the times of sorrow, You are the one to avenge
my enemies. Neither I have ever found You away from me nor at the
times of prayer You are away and I always find You close to me and not
only when I call You. O Allah! I find only Your obligation worth praising
and only Your excellent tests is present with me, all Your actions are
good. My tongue, my intellect, all my parts and all that of mine which is
on the earth is full of praise for You. O Allah! For the sake of Your light
which You have created by Your Honour, and by the sake of Your
Honour which You have created by Your will, and by the sake of Your
name which is high, that bestow upon me the love to thank You
obligatorily. O Lord! Had You not helped me from all those things, which
were prohibited for me, and if the fear of the hereafter were not instilled
in me I would have been destroyed. O Allah the provisions of this world
called me, the greed of women and children which I accepted hastily and
tilted towards it, and when the provisions of the hereafter invited me
towards piety and goodness I stumbled but did not go that hastily as I
had gone for the things which be destroyed and perish very soon. O
Allah! You scared me, inculcated love in me, explained me with proofs
still I was not scared to the extent as it was desired and now I fear that I
am not unmindful in obedience to Your commands and that I might have
been deficient regarding Your established proofs. O Allah! Reserve all
my endeavours for Your strength and put Your fear in my heart. And
convert my carelessness, laziness, negligence and all personal fears
into Your fear, and obedience and good deeds by Your grace. O the
possessor of Honour and Majesty, make my shield against sins stronger
and multiply my good deeds as You can increase whatever You wish. O
Allah! Increase my status in the Heavens, and I seek refuge from all that
is eaten and drunk, but is prohibited by You, and I wish to be away from
the fear of all the known and unknown things, and I seek to be away
from the evil of all the things whether apparent or hidden. O Allah grant
me protection from what the others have done in ignorance instead of
knowledge, haste instead of tolerance, restlessness instead of patience
deviation instead of guidance and polytheism instead of faith. O my
Nourisher! Have mercy on me and oblige me because You befriend the
doers of good and never turn down their goodness and praise is for the
Lord of the worlds.